Monday, October 24, 2011

CONFIDENCE

banyak2 benda yang paling aku benci masa zaman belajar dulu is....PRESENTATION!!!!

aku benci sgt kene pk ape yg aku nak merapu depan kelas,or ape yang aku kene cakap...btol ke ape yang aku cakap ni...kalu salah lecturer marah tak...ouh tapi yang paling aku benci ialah... "ORANG YANG SUKA TANYA AKU SOALAN TIME AKU TENGAH PRESENTATION"... uweeekkk!!!tak suke!!!tak payah la tanya soalan kat aku!tanye jela kt Madam or Sir yang ajar subject tu dan tentunye lebih arif dan bijaksana!

camtula aku punye level of confidence once upon a time...senang citer,no confidence at all!aku paling tak pandai & gemuruh cam nak mati if kene duduk depan kelas & present...OMG! pernah sekali tu aku buat2 sakit & then dapat MC...so aku just bgtau classmate aku aku x bole buat presentation tu...nasib baik presentation tu individual bukan dlm group..so xdela effect kt sape2 kn?hehehe

thou level of confidence aku pernah below -1, tp skrg aku da kena kerja yang ckp kuat2 depan semua org dlm Court...and almost every day pulak tu!huhuhuhu

somebody told me that makin kita dewasa makin tinggi level of confidence kite...ade jugak org cakap if knowledge of current issues kite bombastic,benda tu pun bole help us naikkan level of confidence jugak..tp yang paling penting skali...MATURITY...if we think we are matured,acted maturedly...pon bole contribute to our confidence jugak...tp pada aku so far perkara ni yang byk membantu aku make conversations dgn most senior lawyers...but it only works for guys...

guess what? its ENGLISH PREMIER LEAGUE! pfffttt

Thursday, October 6, 2011

nak duit banyak kena la kerja pun banyak!!!!

heh!rupanya da tiga bulan bersawang blog nih!!huhuhu... macam xde buah fikiran lagi nak diluahkan dalam blog ni...kalau nak berkarya pun,biarlah yang bole masuk akal dan minda org dewasa...kang aku tulis psl resepi nak wat sambal belacan,baru satu ayat korang da blah g blog laen...x gitu? ;)

nway... Alhamdulillah...my career skrg ni x perfect tapi agak memuaskan..salary yang not that much but its comfortable dan sgt sesuai dgn workload yang agak busy but Alhamdulillah i dont have problems managing it all, distance yg agak jauh tapi perjalanan yg tak terlalu stress...

okay so aku admit yg once upon a time i dream of having a big salary but with less or better yet,no work at all!aku nk sign cheques je ke..goyang kaki je ke..attend meeting je ke...smpy salin minit pn org laen yg watkn utk aku....BUT...

come on....no such thing as having that kind of life without struggling....aku tgk boss aku yg salarynye berpuluh kali ganda besar dari aku pun still strive hard...bile masuk court or meeting pn,die still salin berhelai2....langsung x suruh aku padahal aku ni employee die....he owns much...but he still do the hard work...and nowi can see that he earns it with his hardwork and his own effort....and yet smpy gaji die di tahap ni pun die x stop lagi..x goyang kaki lagi....

so lets note to ourselves, if we want more money,we better work more...ni bile gaji / claim cket, complaint, tapi bile bagi kerja lebih asyik berdolak dalih jer...rase2nye are we entitle tak to receive any raises or bonuses?...