DALAM HATI ADA TAMAN

okay to be honest,aku sbnrnye tak sure what is the real meaning of this phrase...so aku penahla wat several conclusions...

1. maybe dia fikir dia ada own taman sendiri kot...

2. maybe dia slalu berangan die dalam taman je all the time kot...

3. maybe die ni kuat berangan sangat kot....

4. maybe die ni ade hati nak bukak taman sndri kot...

and beberape lg definition merepek yg aku wat berdasarkan phrases tu...so aku x gune la phrase ni dlm kehidupan seharian smpy aku observed org keliling aku gunekan phrase tu bile and di mane...

so ni yg aku dapat...

occasion 1 :

ade colleague ktorg ni cam terkantoi yg die ade minat kt seorg minah kt Court pastu die br je dpt no tepon minah ni... since then, pg toilet menyengih sambil pegang phone, keluar mkn pun menyengih tgk phone,time meeting pun die menyengih tengok phone,especially lps bunyi sms masuk...die punye kemaruk tu laen macam...

pastu smpy penah skali colleague ktorg kuar meeting ngn die pun sambil driving pun die bole menyengih yg cam biase tu sambil tengok phone!! pelik btol...memang sengih die ni special dan jarang2 la ktorg nmpk spnjg keja ngn die... ade skali tu die da ready nak blk and angkat beg..sabil berjln ke pintu x tgk pn colleague die yg laen ni,die wat camtu lg..sengih2 sambil tengok kt phone die.... pastu tetibe aku dgr salah sorg colleague aku yg laen ni ckp..."wei, x agak2 seyh mamat ni..DALAM HATI ADA TAMAN..."

so bile minah tu ckp camtu,aku terus je wat kesimpulan...ooo maknenye org tgh bercinta la ni maksudnye...

occasion 2 :

a group of close friends tgh mkn2 kt satu restoran ni yg mane aku adalah salah seorg drpd ahli kumpulan tu tgh bincang2 psl kwn dieorg yg lame x dgr berita tp dieorg just tau perkembangan mamat ni throu message die kt blogs je...pastu tetibe one of us ckp camni...

"ko cube tgk isi blog die, skrg da nmpk die DALAM HATI ADA TAMAN wei..."

yg ni pulak kesimpulan aku ialah definisi phrase tu bukan bercinta la...maknenye jiwang...!!! hmm so aku pun observe lg...

occassion 3 :

ada dua org kawan ni tgh borak2 sesame dieorg psl org ketiga ni...telinga aku ni satu mcm la...kalu korg ckp kuat cket je, telinga aku mmg cpt tangkap...yg lawaknye conversation ni aku dgr kt court mase nak tgu kes...amboi!bole tahan ye bakat lawyer nak pot pet! seb baik org ketiga tu bkn aku...huhuhu dialog die aku x ingt sgt tp lbh kurang camni la...

A: aku rs die da mcm x betol la...kalu ckp ngn aku pun asyik x fokus je

B : haah aku pun same...kdg2 tu aku rs kalu die advice aku procedure,mesti tunggang langgang
last2 aku kene dptkn second opinion gak...padahal dulu die x pun camni...

A : aku rs skrg ni DALAM HATI dia da ADA TAMAN la....

B : haah aku pun rase...

aku: maknenye definition die orang tu da x btol ke? arrrgggghhhhh!!!

so to summarize it, sampai skrg pn aku x sure camane nak gunekan phrase DALAM HATI ADA TAMAN...perlu ke rujuk pada pakar bahasa? or dewan bahasa? or kamus bahasa? or juru bahasa? logik ke kalu aku rs sumer org pn ade taman dlm hati die???? hmmm

CRAZY BOSS OR KIND BOSS?

nowadays, we can say its an impossible mission nak cari boss yg baik...rmy yg lebih senang jadi garang,ridiculous,jerit2, maki2, campak2...baling2...urgh!.. aku rs behaviour tu lebih sesuai simpan kt rumah je x gitu?

even if there is boss yg baik pun, there must be someone yg in d middle for example, dat person controls me, and my big boss controls her/him, yg misused her/his power to ask or direct me to do everything but when it comes to good credit, she'll make sure her/his name is on the paper and not me... trust me, i hate that kind of person and how i wish i can squeeze her/him in a photostate machine forever!!

to my surprise. boss yg gila pun ada!i mean, used to be admitted to mental hospital!!!my gosh! i gave her my resignation letter and sesuke je die renyukkan and then buang kat muka aku,pastu buang semua benda2 hiasan atas meja dia tu ke aku just because aku nak resign,which is its my right anyway...so aku pun x faham...this kind of boss pun do exist in this world yer? aish...

tapi kalau jenis boss yang buatkan kerja kite macam mane pulak? dah la x pernah marah, ni buatkan kerja employee die pulak...just because im pregnant...adui! guilty amat...!!! setelah tukar beberape firm br dpt yg mcm ni! totally worth it! feeewwwhhh!!!

aku tak faham macam mane kemarahan bole setelkan problems yg occur...kalu marah ni bole ke undur time before dateline?bole ke bg best solution? the best boss patutnye guide kite and tell us what to do and how to find solutions on the problem....bukan maki2 or marah2...or maybe juga boss tu x tau apa nak buat,so die coverla dgn kemarahan die tu.. huh...

ape pun, boss2 yg x reti control anger ni ade a few kesimpulan yg bole dibuat:

1.he/she's unhappy at home

2.he/she has anger management issues

3. he/she's just too immature

4.he/she used to be admitted in mental hospital

5. lapar

6.die slalu kene marah time childhood...

so layankan jela bos yg camni..nak wat camane?he/she's just pathetic.. hmm just bygkan yg life kite lg best dr die...huhuhuhu

CONFIDENCE

banyak2 benda yang paling aku benci masa zaman belajar dulu is....PRESENTATION!!!!

aku benci sgt kene pk ape yg aku nak merapu depan kelas,or ape yang aku kene cakap...btol ke ape yang aku cakap ni...kalu salah lecturer marah tak...ouh tapi yang paling aku benci ialah... "ORANG YANG SUKA TANYA AKU SOALAN TIME AKU TENGAH PRESENTATION"... uweeekkk!!!tak suke!!!tak payah la tanya soalan kat aku!tanye jela kt Madam or Sir yang ajar subject tu dan tentunye lebih arif dan bijaksana!

camtula aku punye level of confidence once upon a time...senang citer,no confidence at all!aku paling tak pandai & gemuruh cam nak mati if kene duduk depan kelas & present...OMG! pernah sekali tu aku buat2 sakit & then dapat MC...so aku just bgtau classmate aku aku x bole buat presentation tu...nasib baik presentation tu individual bukan dlm group..so xdela effect kt sape2 kn?hehehe

thou level of confidence aku pernah below -1, tp skrg aku da kena kerja yang ckp kuat2 depan semua org dlm Court...and almost every day pulak tu!huhuhuhu

somebody told me that makin kita dewasa makin tinggi level of confidence kite...ade jugak org cakap if knowledge of current issues kite bombastic,benda tu pun bole help us naikkan level of confidence jugak..tp yang paling penting skali...MATURITY...if we think we are matured,acted maturedly...pon bole contribute to our confidence jugak...tp pada aku so far perkara ni yang byk membantu aku make conversations dgn most senior lawyers...but it only works for guys...

guess what? its ENGLISH PREMIER LEAGUE! pfffttt

nak duit banyak kena la kerja pun banyak!!!!

heh!rupanya da tiga bulan bersawang blog nih!!huhuhu... macam xde buah fikiran lagi nak diluahkan dalam blog ni...kalau nak berkarya pun,biarlah yang bole masuk akal dan minda org dewasa...kang aku tulis psl resepi nak wat sambal belacan,baru satu ayat korang da blah g blog laen...x gitu? ;)

nway... Alhamdulillah...my career skrg ni x perfect tapi agak memuaskan..salary yang not that much but its comfortable dan sgt sesuai dgn workload yang agak busy but Alhamdulillah i dont have problems managing it all, distance yg agak jauh tapi perjalanan yg tak terlalu stress...

okay so aku admit yg once upon a time i dream of having a big salary but with less or better yet,no work at all!aku nk sign cheques je ke..goyang kaki je ke..attend meeting je ke...smpy salin minit pn org laen yg watkn utk aku....BUT...

come on....no such thing as having that kind of life without struggling....aku tgk boss aku yg salarynye berpuluh kali ganda besar dari aku pun still strive hard...bile masuk court or meeting pn,die still salin berhelai2....langsung x suruh aku padahal aku ni employee die....he owns much...but he still do the hard work...and nowi can see that he earns it with his hardwork and his own effort....and yet smpy gaji die di tahap ni pun die x stop lagi..x goyang kaki lagi....

so lets note to ourselves, if we want more money,we better work more...ni bile gaji / claim cket, complaint, tapi bile bagi kerja lebih asyik berdolak dalih jer...rase2nye are we entitle tak to receive any raises or bonuses?...

anger management

i have met so many people..especially time aku kerja kt Credit Recovery di satu bank ni jd along berdaftar dulu...and ok, i've learnt my lesson well...everything that we said to people, althou bole melegakan hati kiter utk meluahkannye tapi penerimaan org laen terhadap apa yg kita dah luahkan tu kita x kan tau....tau2 je,org tu maki hamun kiter....so, kadang2 tu, adakah org tu btol2 memerlukan anger management or kite yg provoke die terlebih smpy die terburst kt kiter bnde yg kite xnak dgr?

Contoh 1:

ada seorang pakcik dlm lingkungan 40 an yg hutang rm30k++ tp da tiga tahun bayar xlebih dari rm10

Aku:Encik, encik da hutang dengan kami dari dulu lg bayar rm10...tp hutang rm30ribu...agak2 sempat tak idup smpy abes byr?

Encik x: awak ni!saya bayar RM10 tu kira bersyukur jela!kalau saya x bayar padan dengan muka!ni org da byr byk cikadak pulak!huh (pastu ade lg perkataan maki hamun yg xelok ditaip disini)

Aku: yela encik.xpe...byrla rm10...saya tgh redha la ni encik byr byk tu...tp tlg byr yer...

Encik x: ang p mampus..(tp last2 die bayar gak rm10 seperti biase...da wat skim potongan gaji gamaknye..tp kt record personal tulis keja Assistant Manager..x ke confused tu?)

Contoh 2:

Pegi satu kaunter di satu syarikat ehm ehm ni...nombor aku kene panggil 3 kali tp aku x perasan...sampai je kaunter aku perasan nama perempuan ni HUDA kt name tag die...hehehe observer sgt aku kn?hehehe

huda : awak ingt nombor giliran tu menunggu ketibaan awk dgn karpet merah ye?orang nk cepat ni...dah nk lunch...xtgk jam?

aku : erm...tp saya da ade kt cni dr pkl 10lbh td....

huda : awak nak ape ni? (sambil merengus)

aku : eeii xpe la!!!!awak pegi la lunch dulu! semakla! (pastu aku terus pg kotak aduan & isi...agak2 bole teka x ape aku tulis dlm kotak tu?)

Contoh 3:

Aku selalu jd mangsa org cut line dpn aku dgn alasan2 berikut:

1. bole x bg akak dulu?anak akak da ngamuk2 ni...

2. bole bg saya dulu x? (sambil pegang perut yg obviously mengandung)

3. bole bg saye dulu x?saya nk kene rushing ni ade meeting...

Kalau mood baik, aku bg je..tp aku akan kene kutuk2 oleh org blkg2 aku la...

tp kalau mood x baik...

"KAK,SAYA PUN NAK CEPAT....DAH X LARAT NAK BERATUR LAMA2 CAMNI..ORG LAEN KT CNI PUN CAMTU GAK...." aku ke yg bersalah or org yg approach aku tu yg membangkitkn marah aku?

what's in your handbag?

guys can't stop wondering what's in a gurl's handbag yg causing berat handbag kadang2 sama dgn dumbell 2kg... i dont know la whether org laen pun isi bnde yg same kn? so let see how much my item is shall we?

1.purse
2.handphone
3.lense solution
4.lense case
5.pencil box (with pens in it)
6.miniture perfume
7.hand sanitizer
8.hand lotion
9.feminine wash
10.compact powder
11.lipstick
12.eye liner
13.mascara
14.lip gloss
15.eye shadows (ade 4 color sumer skali)
16.kunci rumah
17.kunci keta
18.kipas
19. gunting (self defence weapon yer!)
20.buku citer "the wedding girl" by sophie kinsella
21.kad pintu masuk office
22.touch and go
23.pouch yg isi duit kecik je
24.payung (sediakan payung seblum ujan..x gitu?)
25.pouch yg isi name card je

alah..baru 25...xde la byk sgt kn? tp ari tu my hubby mntk tisu....errkkk abes la pulak..xperasan...kene la blk kt btg idung coz die ckp berat2 bag da isi tong gas, bole xde tisu? mi scuzi mi amor,tisu da abes...tp yg isi tong gas tu mitos je yer...tp time b mntk tu honey mmg da abes stok tisu..huhuhu tp trust me,bising2 kaum adam ni pun,bile hujan nk tumpang payung kiter gak,bile panas,nk pnjm kipas kiter gak...bile nk tisu,mntk kiter gak...so mmg kiter ni lebih kurang doraemon dieorg la..yg dieorg pulak NOBITA....x gitu?wakakaka

friends v family

to be honest, i dont think i can live without any of them...hebatlah kite if kite ckp yang we can live without the help of the others... kita ni manusia, kahlifah di muka bumi...namun sifat kebergantungan satu sama lain tu adalah sifat semulajadi manusia...kalau da x perlukan bantuan org lain tu cuma Allah je yg Maha Berkuasa...kita sebagai manusia boleh ke cakap macam tu? kalau berbukit mana pun duit yg kiter ada, kiter mesti nk hire org bwkkn keta, pegi kan pasar, masakkan,bersihkan kasutla...etc etc camtu kn? so in other words, kite perlukn pertolongan org jugak and kite pun menolong pembantu kita dgn cara membayar mereka...kn? so for me, my friends is as important as my family...i cannot live without my family...and so as my friends...bcoz as at my current stage right now i need both of them...and Alhamdulillah i never got any difficulties to gain support from them because i know they care for me and i care for them too... so senang citer whatever we do now to others is an investment for future kan? aku cume tak faham ada sesetengah golongan yg ditch their family after they get married, or even ditch their friends after some time when they think they dont need friends anymore...atau dlm bahase kasar nyer, abes madu sepah dibuang...ape punya org...sgt CHEMPELAK la...!!!